can almost TASTE the end

its really sad and stressful that the semester is going to come to a close

i still have another 7 assessments left but i shall blog because i have not updated.
i have 3 exams tomoro, so that leaves 4 to study for over the weekend..

tomorrow, i have sakubun test, speaking test then final quiz for gender & sexuality.. i think i've had enough of reading about lesbians for now.. T__T
the other day in class the teacher passed around lesbian erotica for our perusal . like huh? what? what am i supposed to think? .. i still dont know at this point.

i've already written out my sakubun and my script for speaking...now to memorise... and er.. i've studied 1/4 of the material for tomoro's test.. i hope i'll b okay...

I really do need your prayers guys! and thanks for sending me emails guys : ) its so nice to have some sort of contact bak with ya'll in australia. miss you all a lot even if we hafn't talked for a long time

to be honest, i'm ready to come back because everyones leaving to go back home which makes me wanna go home too.. buuuuut i'm not homesick yet.

next semester is going to be pretty tough because 'im lookin for my own apartment and i'll haf to take care of most things myself... i'm sorta excited and scared! (btw, i still hafn't found an apartment yet..) so please pray that God will provide a place for me to stay.. preferably closer to osaka city because i work and go to church there

God really performed a miracle for me today! I left the house 20 minutes later than I intended because of my inability to read the time... and as I got on the bus, I was hating on everyone who was slowly getting on... and i was annoyed the bus driver didn't accelerate faster.. all this stupid stuff. HAHAH. buut God was like, why are you worrying? what is the POINT of you worrying and having all these angry feelings? well, i said, because i spent y'day STUDYING for the test, so i dont wanna MISS it. buuut as soon as I gave over my worries to God, and i said a really quick prayer.. "Lord please make straight paths for me" the lights were literally green the WHOLE WAY. all the red ones turned green as our bus approached.
Praise GOD!!! in the situation it is hard to be patient, and faithful and trusting. but when you do, God will be like "behold!" and u will be like " oh . wow. " and feel very silly for worrying.
:)
so that's my update for today~ i shall soldier on !