tests make me miserable

yesterday i had a lesson test that i thought was tomorrow...and tomorrow i DO have a lesson test. today i had a kanji test
OH hectic...
so i've officially screwd up the first one but looking on the bright side, i didn't get 0, so i didn't lose the WHOLE 10%
buuut considering all my marks count, i shud really be working harder...
today i spent the whole day bumming around and eating, then i went to the LIBRARY for the first time!!! IT IS SO SILENT....
then i was lazy and went home on a bus to hirakata station because i didn't want to walk..
host mum is away for 3 days so i fix dinner for myself...she gave me 3000 yen for 3 days.. so first thing i did was spent 1000 yen on a big bunch of juicy grapes MMMAMMmmmm.... i will always complain about the price of fruit here...
i am eating really unhealthily *sighh* and getting no exercise. *sigh* and i'm stresssed from tests *sigh*

no more playing for aolai, lets knuckle down and STUDY from now!
today was also hot so it was too hot for leggings and that sorta made me grumpy.. *sigh*
hahah everything is annoying me because ihave to study

on a nicer note, there is a distinct smell of osmanthus flower in the air here in osaka.. osmanthus happens to be my favourite floral smell so the air is soooo delicious to breathe in :)
also i cooked myself a dinner of soba..AND..soba.
hahaha i ate a donut for dessert Mmmm :)